24 hours sober, or a little more, is when the emptiness sets in.
I'm drinking to fill a hole inside me. I'm drinking to avoid the boredom of my life. I'm drinking so I don't have to THINK. About anything. I've been thinking for a long time - all my life until a year ago - and I'm tired of it. I don't want to do it anymore.
At some point in the last two years, my spirit has gone missing, so I drink to see if I can find it again.
Or at least forget that it's gone.
Sunday, May 6, 2007
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2 comments:
Thanks for posting this. 24 hours can be an eternity sometimes.
Good luck to you...
much thanks.
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