Progress

I think I'm making progress most days. Yesterday, for example, I finished just a single bottle of wine rather than the typical one+.

Then today, a non-work day, the urge to drink strikes early and I feel it's a step backwards.

No, I'm not drinking yet, it's only 1:30 for cripes sake, but I want to. The problem today is part boredom and part stress; it's part habit and part dependence. The final tumbler in the lock is hiding the drinking. My SO is at work until 3, so it's easier to hide the drinking now as opposed to later.

But I will fight the fight, and walk the walk; I'll stay busy, clean the bathroom and do the laundry. Hopefully I'll make it until at least 4.